This is what happens...

When im bored! lol Random look im wearing today.Bet ya didn't see that coming did ya?!

an not that anyone cares but incase you do:

Hair caTaw
shirt crazy
shorts deetalez
shoes ubu
and no im not making this into a fashion blog iv been there done that i was just feeling bad i hadent posted in a long time! 

playing in the loft store

so my sister an i where looking at this bed set i want thats 4,800 an the next thing i know we are walking around an my sister starts playing with poses in this bathroom set an look what happened....."lay off the beans sis" heehhehe

Im so smart!

so i figured out how to get music an my flicker pic on here! yay for awesome codes!

Pose Fair!

So i went to the pose fair today an there where alot of pose stores i had never even heard of! one of my favorite stores tho is Adorkable poses!They have out a new photobooth pose just for the fair an i just had to try it out!It was more fun with my sister when i dragged her along! She even bought me the cutest pose ever! Thanks sis!

I love you sissypoo!*hehe i choke you i love you so much :P!

AHHHH! i cant see!

Family Fair

So The second annual family fair is going on an i decided id take a poke around.Most of the stuff wouldn't rezz an the lag was horrid but over all the donation they have up goes to autistic kids in rl.How cool is that? most of what i saw they have poses an cute kid avis clothes an a few stuff to put in family homes like picture frames to put on the wall.

Getting out an having fun!

Ok first off whoa blogger got a new design to posting! :O not sure i like it.Oh well on to other stuff.One of my Friends Magdy insisted i come listen to him DJ.Now normally i dont go to clubs in sl because most people there spam guestures about the club an music an it gets annoying but lucky for me the club is literately empty! so i got to sit an actually enjoy my time at a club woot!

Sitting Quiet

Normally i dont like Miley but i can relate to this song right now....

Lately I've been asked to come hang out on a sim with a bunch of people i know. It was nice to get invited back only because they used to be my Sl family.After all the drama that happened an the miscommunication between several people I had to try to attempt to play an alt .but after many days of hating the fact that it wasn't the same i came back to this one only to find myself talking to the people i used to be so close to.Now i find it strange almost an i feel im out of place.Its a bit unsettling because i dont know what to do with myself an trying to talk to them only makes things akward.before i took this pic i had a moment to just stand close enough to here there chat but not saying a word.They all seemed rather busy an i dint want to bother them with me saying hi. was i rude not to say hi? i dont know.As i stood there i saw how it was easy for them to just move on with everything after all that had happened an yet i am still somewhat stuck in the past.Im trying to move on but everything in me just wants to blabber on about how miserable i am.The lady that i used to call Mother says she would be here for me help me thought this but im not so sure.Not to diss on her but i feel she is keeping me a distance away like she cant trust me after i left my account to try to forget what happened.Sometimes i wonder if i hadn't left where id be in the circle with them.I feel like im the new kid at school again an im just a mere shadow on the wall barley noticed til someone either draws attention to me by knocking books out of my hands in the hall or spilling my lunch tray in the cafeteria.So i walked away to go explore the new surrounding of the sim that i have been asked to come hang out on.Mind racing with thoughts of if ill ever be let back into the group or merly be a shadow to them.It would be nice to be apart of something again to try to get back to my happy spotBut for now i think ill just wonder around enjoying the Beauty of Sl an at least i have my blog to keep me entertained.